My first poem when I knew that I will never see someone special in this world

And I could not stop writing - a full geared vehicle is my mind - I would do all at once or nothing at all. I just wanna share this poem that I had written a few years ago during September second week of 2007.I remember this just because of a memory that taught me to learn about life; starting were those days where I missed someone special.. Here goes those lines..

Aadiyai padaitha aathalai manadhil
odhiye panindhenaval padhakamalathai
padhiyile yenairuthi sendralo - venda
gathi avalallal veroruvar enakku


This is one of my very first try to write a Seyyul(a 4 line poem with edugai and monai) in Tamil. Though I could not get Tamil fonts into my system, I will try to post in pure Tamil in future, especially whenever I try to say something in Tamil. The meaning of the poem goes here "I bowed to the Divine Mother who created the first source of this world, Did She leave me and go in the middle? If any shelter is given by someone other than Her, it is the worse one". I have just told about the person in some encrypted format - Person could be either "The Divine Mother" or "My Mother". Of course, the person whom I miss is my mother.

If it comes to My mother the meaning could be taken as follows:

"Adiyay paditha"  means the one who created the Source of Living. In my case it could be the source of my first breath and the source of Light that my mother showed.


I would be waiting for comments from you all...